Resolution

I have been reading Ryan's posts daily and somehow it serves as an inspiration. How so? While he seems to be pro-anorexiz, as in he really wants to get back into the ana mindset so that he can lose the weight he gains via bingeing, rays of optimism do shine through, and that is what I get.

"The power to change for the better lies in me." A quote that come across as almost cliche because everyone says that. But it becomes really meaningful when a person is entrenched in a mindset that persists and refuses to subside. When one is fighting constantly to beat the invisible voice in your head, the one that is urging you to do what you know you should be doing, and encouraging you to throw the towel in. Then, such a phrase holds meanings unbound because we realise that the temptation to cheat on ourselves is internal, it is within us and we do have the power to take control.

"The power to change for the better lies in me." And yes, it does lie in me. No more excuses for succumbing to BP anymore. I control my destiny. Take it you evil twit! Rwar.